Procedure #1: I was able to watch as he inserted dye into the blood vessels of a person's heart to see how blocked the blood vessels were. Then, he actually put in 2 stents - so cool!
Procedure #2: A lady had a pacemaker put in yesterday but it wasn't working quite right, so the physician was going back in to replace it. Visual image: I'm in the OR with a hair net, face mask, surgical gown, and radiation vest (very heavy) on. I'm standing near the patient's head (so I can have the best view) and the cardiologist is standing to the patient's side. Cardiologist makes an initial 3-4" cut into the patient's chest. Kind of cool. Then begins cutting through muscle (I think), and I start thinking "huh, this is bothering me more than I thought it would - maybe I should step back for a minute so that I can regroup." Excellent plan. I step back to the countertops and lean against them as I hear someone ask "Are you okay?". Next thing I know my eyes are opening and I'm laying on the floor very confused. At first I think I'm in heaven. Then I decide that my alarm clock is going off and it's first thing in the morning...but that doesn't fit. Then I realize that I've completely passed out in the OR - great way to make a good impression. Nurses are surrounding me - they pick me up and put me in a chair and wheel me out into the main area (the whole time I'm saying "I am SO sorry...I am so very sorry). I kept asking what happened and touched my head to make sure I hadn't busted it wide open during the process. I later find out that the tech that asked me if I was okay had caught me (thankfully, he was a pretty sizeable male) and then put me on the ground. Can I mention that it's only about 9am at this point? Therefore, the day's only just beginning.
Procedure #3: After about an hour, we've got another procedure where they're looking at blocked blood flow. I tell the cardiologist that I'd sit this one out if he wants me to (I'm still kind of woozy at this point and still have some chills) - thinking that the OR was the last place he would want me. He responded "nope, you've got to jump back on this horse." So I followed him in there and made it just fine (thankfully, this was a much less invasive procedure than #2).
Learned lessons from today:
- Today was the first time that I've ever passed out. Usually blood does not bother me at all. So I have no idea what happened. It took Luke several minutes to actually realize I wasn't kidding when I told him what had happened (I had actually joked with him this morning that it would be awful for me to pass out today).
- The cardiologist and nurses were so great - they made me feel better and said it actually happens more than you would realize.
- Passing out looks just like it does in the movies - coming back to consciousness with the confusion and haze.
- Everything happened a lot faster than I realized it would. I always thought that if I was going to pass out, I would really know it and have time to sit down and regroup. Within 1 minute I went from being not so sure to passed out cold.
- There have been times through pharmacy school that I have questioned my career decisions. And I had to just continually rest assured in the fact that the Lord had clearly led me to pharmacy and that I was in this profession for a good reason. Those thoughts have even crept into my head the past few months. I praised the Lord today that He led me to pharmacy - because I could have never handled medical school and all of the surgery (not to mention insane hours).
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